@ 119 ~ Question and Mark

Ever wonder what's the solution when you are out of solution, no guts, alternative solutions didn't happen and so many unanswered statement in life?

Feeling blank, empty and void!

How do we recharge and live life again after many hard hits in life?

The worst thing in life are unfulfillment and a feeling of unworthiness, no matter how many positive audio or books that we've gone through.

When we look at other's life, you wanted their life badly. You wonder "how come?" You don't feel like going home, don't feel like learning new things, don't feel like striving, no love, no joy and living a dead life.

Maybe you can teach me?

You wish you can turn around time or go to hospital inhaling anesthetic gas and sleep for awhile.

You wish you are alone again.

You wish you are a fireball again.

You wish you have a new mindset again.

It has been very long, painfully long....to wait for nothing and for something that is not going to happen.

Have you been there? It is like digging a hole deeper and deeper while you are standing on it.

Don't go there!

It is dangerous!

@ 118 ~ Greeeeeeen!

Now that is something that we are not going to see in the city and I miss this view very very much. 

2 days ago, I drove to Sitiawan through the "village-road" instead of the highway. As bbb...bbbumpy as it can get....I gotta bear the patience of following slow moving lorries while balancing between my desire to speed and my consciousness of safety! 

Out of the whole journey, this was the scene which I truly enjoyed the most. I even risk my life by snapping this image while driving! Coz I know it is not going to be repeated after I am gone from this place. 

Dear developers and government,

I hope you won't bulldoze this in the name of development and growth but preserve it as something for the driver to reminisce when passing by.

We still need the Greeeeeen and the fresh air breezing through us!

Life is green and great!